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My Knee

I had my left knee replaced at the end of May this year. I have had pain in it off and on through most of my adult life but as of August, 2020 walking became very difficult and I started using a cane.

I have also been a long-distance runner in my youth, and someone who jogged (very very slowly) in phases as part of my exercise routine as I have grown older. That part of my life is gone. I will be able to do many activities with my artificial knee but that kind of pounding will not work long-term.

I have recently turned 60, so having the knee replaced is all tangled up with that. I am happy about most of the characteristics of my aging; I feel as if I understand many things so much better for having lived these years. In particular my youthful insecurities have greatly diminished and I am much more comfortable speaking to others in small or large groups. 

My eyesight has stabilized, my hearing is still quite good. I have a lot to be grateful for as my strengths and weaknesses have altered over the years. I still seem to have more than my share of stamina even if I can no longer use it to run twenty kilometers.

So I'm planning on another decade of working, if my health and that of my wife permits. I enjoy what I do and have no desire yet to cease.

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